Friday, September 10, 2010


Today we got in a bunch of pictures that we had ordered from Shutterfly. There were a bunch of them and they cost $55 to order. That's a lot of money, but when I got them i realized that these are the only pictures that will ever be taken of him. It made me sad. My husband and I had some wallet-sized made so that we can carry him around with us. I miss him. He looks so alive and so alert in some of them. He just couldn't have been sick. There are no signs of sickness whatsoever. Did we do something wrong?

1 comment:

Kristy said...

Rebecca, please don't think that you did anything wrong. You loved that little angel with all your might and would have done anything to keep him safe. Sometimes, God has other plans. I know that doesn't make it easier, I know that doesn't make your pain any less. But Toby will always be with you, serving his higher purpose.

With love...